Wednesday, January 3, 2007

Well I did it...

I did it. I told him today was the last day he could stay here.

He started yelling that he wanted the computer router that he paid for.

We were together for almost 2 years, and all he can say is that he wanted the router?

I'll have to talk to him again, there's quite a bit of his stuff still here, unless he's chalking it up as a loss, but I can't see that, as all his computer programming discs are still here. He's a computer freak, I can't see him just leaving them.

He and I had so much in common when things were good, I'm really going to miss that. When we first started talking and hanging out we found out that we had almost everything in common. So why couldn't work? Why couldn't he just show, just a little bit, that he cared?

...going to go cry in a corner...

6 comments:

Laura said...

Hi Wendy....I just wanted to post a note of support. I hope that you are not feeling this pain for too long...it is one of the worst pains there is....heartbreak...the loss of a dream....please pamper yourself as much as possible. Get as much sleep as you can. and know that you did what is best for you and your kids. I have not read to much of your blog yet, but I felt compelled to let you know that you are not alone! Sending lots of positive "vibes" your way!

Sincerely, Laura from the TBR group

miracle seeker said...

Hi Wendy. Saw your post on twc and see from your profile we're both from WI and the same age. Sorry to see you are facing something like this at the start of the New Year...sending you some strength...writing helps sometimes and so does letting yourself grieve properly.

Take care!

miracle seeker said...

Hi Wendy, saw your comment on twc and saw from your profile we are the same age and both from WI.

Just wanted to say, sorry you are facing the New Year with sort of sad decision. Hope you get thru this soon ~ sending you some strength.

Linda said...

Big hugs.

Hope said...

(((HUGS))) Stand strong! Every little thing's gonna be alright. ;)

MrsRum said...

Sorry to hear that your upset, but you are doing the very best thing for yourself! I'm proud of you!
BTW - love your blog, I wandered over from Mary Jo's :D